what I think I want to do with my whole life

First, I think I want to get into the university. I don’t expect that I have to learn in the university until I can get the master degree. I want to study what I like and I think I can do it. I have two jobs that I want to do. The first job is an interior decorator so in the university, I want to study about art. I like to decorate the houses, designing which furniture should I put in this room or in that room and I want to create my own furniture too. I like drawing and coloring too. I think when I have nothing to do I will travel and find the beautiful places to draw a picture. This job will make me feel happy and I can travel to the other places that I’ve never seen before. The second job is the people like Greenpeace. I like art and nature. I want to travel around the world, helping people and save the nature. Many people tell me that this job doesn’t give a lot of money so I think if I can be an interior decorator and have much more money to take care my own life and my parents. I will do this job. I think if I can be like Greenpeace I will draw the picture where I went to. I like to draw a picture about the nature. Green leaves, blue sky and the sound of nature make me feel calm and relax.
I think I will do these jobs until I’ m about 50 to 60. I think I will not get married because l like to think, and doing something with my own self. I don’t like to take care about other people so much and when I live with my own life I feel free.
In the last time in my life, I want to have my own wooden house that surrounded by the trees and flowers. I want to grow the vegetable and plants, doing my own farm. I don’t want money in that time but I want the peaceful of my life, living happily with nature and have a last pure breathe of my life.

What thai society expects of me ?

I was born and grew up in Thai society. People expect me and the other young teenagers to be good people and have good education. Thai society wants good people who have a high knowledge but I think this society needs a lot more good thinking people who aren’t selfish and think a lot more for other people in this time.In my opinion I think the society expects me to learn in the good school and can get into the good university when I was a teenager or grow up to be an adult. I think if I don’t get into the Thai university, people expect me to learn in the other country, can speak other languages, know a lot about this world and can work with other people although they aren’t Thai people like me. I think when I become an adult this society expects me to get a good job. Being a working person and have my own business. My father always says to me that I should have my own business when I become an adult. He doesn’t want me to be an employer who has to work under someone power. My family doesn’t expect me to do that job; you have to learn these things. They always tell me to do what you like and do it the best.
I think when I become in a middle age they expect me to have a family, getting married and have a child. In my opinion, Thai people expect that women should have their own family when you’re about 30 to 40.
When I become an old woman, I think this time is my own time because Thai society doesn’t have many expectations for the old people. I think they only want the old people have good take care and live happily with their own family. In my opinion, I don’t do everything that this society expects me to do. I do what I like and happy when I do it.